It has been nearly 4 days since we heard the devastating news that I wasn’t pregnant. After that first emotional day, things seem to be getting easier and easier as time goes by. My body is starting to regulate back to normalcy leaving my chest not sore, my backside less sore and I have a bit of cramping, which I anticipate a period coming within the week.
Today a friend reached out letting me know she is 10 weeks pregnant. I am so happy for her, and it would have been nice to reciprocate with similar news. Our boys are two weeks apart in age and although this baby isn’t mine, it would be nice to that tie in with her on another baby.
I do have “Bitches Be Free 2015” coming up which is an all girls weekend at a friend’s house in Bear Lake. We usually sit on the beach, drink, eat, laugh, play games, hot tub, more laughing…it is truly one of the most fun things I do each year. This year would have been the first time I would have been pregnant on the trip, we started going when my youngest was around a one or two years old. While I wasn’t looking forward to an entirely sober weekend and limited hot tubbing, I was excited to share the news with my friends during the trip. Now, I can focus on nothing but having a great time and enjoying a drink or two along the way.